Oh the chaos!

Yes my life has been chaotic the past few weeks. I've been trying to update two blogs, going to class for six hours a week, doing my homework, studying for quizes, going to a bell choir rehersal, watching the season premiere of Greys Anatomy, watching part of the presidential debate, trying to keep up with the news, writing a screenplay, and babysitting. As if that's not enough I've had something spectaculare happen. I fell in love. I'm not even joking. Before I address this whole falling in love thing, I need to address anouther issue that I think I need to adress here.

I met Wendy years ago. It's really hard to know exactly when I met her, but we definatly met through church. We've both spent a fair amount of time watching our churchs mens slow pitch softball team. Over the years I was strangley fasinated by Wendy, but never quite knew why. I still really dont know why was so facinated by her at first. As I spent more and more time working in the church nursery, the more I realized just how neat Wendy was and still is. To put it bluntley...Wendy's married and has three kids, and I babysitt those three kids on ocasion. How weird. I'm in love with a lady that I babysitt for. How much weirder can it get? I guess I'll put up with being in love with someone I just can't have. I've kind of known over the years that this would happen eventually, and I'd have to deal with something like this. At least I can hope that someday I'll find someone who I fall in love with that isn't married, and they will fall in love with me. It's like what happened on Grey's Anatomy during the season premier this past thursay.

I'm off to check on the kids (the same three mentioned above). I bet their still fasinated by the episode of the cartoon spider man their currently watching! Adios!

Learning German

Learning German isnt easy. Nobody said it would be easy, but Im still working on it. Thank god for youtube videos in German. Thats always a great way to learn by using a german translator and youtube videos! This next section is only going to be in German, so if you dont know any german, you'll have to find a german translator, someone who knows English and German, or some way to translate it.

Mein Apotheke-Technologie-Programm in der Schule ist ziemlich gut bis jetzt gegangen. Der härteste Teil hat bis jetzt das allgemeine und Markennamen für die 100 ersten meisten vorgeschriebenen Rauschgifte gelernt. Das Lernen des Deutsches hat definatly gewesen eine lustige Brechung vom ganzen Studieren, das ich getan habe. Aber das Lernen, auf Deutsch zu schreiben, hat länger genommen. Ich bin contstantly das Aufblicken von Dingen (wie, wie man ausspricht und Dinge buchstabiert). Gerade nimmt das Schreiben dieser Abteilung nur auf Deutsch eine Weile, weil ich dont wissen alle Wörter, die ich verwenden wollte, so habe ich Hälfte die Wörter ausgesehen. Das Lernen einiger Wörter, und wie man sie ausspricht, ist eaisier dank des Überflusses an Videos / Audio auf youtube "von Schlecht" gewesen.

That took a while. I had to look up quite a bit of information just to make sure I got everything I wanted to blog about in german correct. Its a lot harder to do than I thought it would be, but hey...at least that forced me to start learning more German than just the lyrics to "Wicked".

9/18/08

Its been several days since my last post here on this blog. But, theres no way I can post on both blogs every day, keep a myspace up, keep a facebook up, read and respond to any new e-mails, and keep up with class to post on both blogs every day. Do go to my other blog (www.thatgirliknew.blogspot.com) to see my once a day (monday through friday) posts about my screenplay, remember my Wensday post is mostly about some "issue" I decide to blog about. If you have any issue you want blogged about, just comment and let me know. I will get to peoples ideas for issues eventually.

Earlier today I went out and bought my mom's birthday gift and a DVD for myself. I'm not gonna say what I got for my mom until I give it to her in early november on her birthday.

Class has been going great so far. The hardest part to this point has been learning the top 100 most prescribed drugs (both generic name and brand name, so its really like 200 names). It's hard to believe how quickly this year has gone so far. Time sure does speed up as you grow up!

I'll be back (hopefully sometime next week at the latest) with anouther update here, and by that time with at least a few mor posts on my other blog.

9/12/08-Superpills

Last night during my pharmacy tech, my teacher (who is a pharmasist) told us about one person who had come in to get their refill on their medication. There are things in some medication bottles to help keep the pills dry. This particular person said something to the extent of did you put the superpill in?. The person thought that little packet ment for keeping the pills dry was a superpill, and had actually been taking it.

9/11/01

9/8/08

This week I might start a new blog, but keep this one up. Im not sure if Ill do it yet.

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Its only been a half an hour since I made the post above, but have decided to start a new blog. I will keep this one up, and post from time to time. Im going to keep this blog going with things going on in my life, and the new one is going to have a specific purpose. Ill update this post when I get that other blog set up.

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http://thatgirliknew.blogspot.com/

As those of you who know me well may have noticed, the url of this new, sensitive issues blog, is the title of the first screenplay I wrote and finished in March of '08. There's a good reason for this. I've got some very sensitive issues that some people struggle with that I want to conqure in this blog, as well have a single place that I will post about the screenplay Im working on writing now. That will allow for me to blog on this one about other things going on in my life (school, work, home, friends, and family to mention a few.).

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Okay, I've been updateing this post throughout the day, so as of midnight tonight, this post will be complete. Currently I have videos that can be found on youtube from the broadway musical and tour of Little Women. I strongly suggest anyone who love broadway musicals watch some of these videos. So many of the lyrics are beautiful as well as the music. Here is a video of an ameture verson of one song from the musical Little Women:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5IKRgA19M8

Enjoy it! Its very well done.

As for tonight, I have a bell choir rehersal...the first one for this season! I am so excited for this season of my bell choir.

Looking Back

Sometimes I HATE HATE HATE COMPUTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just now, the window I had open with this blog decided it was going to shut itself down without me telling it too. Of course it had to do it when I had anouther video and a whole bunch of other stuff writen into my blog. SO I lost everything except the original post. Sometimes I just want to kill this computer. Sadley for all you readers, that means I had start over, and I wont put some of the details in that I did earlier because Im a little too frusterated with this computer right now.

If you want the lyrics, go find them yourself. Im not gonna put up with copy and pasting them in here, then having to get the spacing right again. The first time I heard this song, I felt such a strong connection to it. Probobly the favorite section of lyrics for me is:

"There's a life
That I am ment to lead
A life like nothing I've ever known
I can feel it
And it's far from home"

I'll just say that since May, I've known what Im gonna do with my life (Im finally figuring it out now after two years of school!!!). Im sure that once I finish the pharmacy tech program, my life will change dramatically, and I'll probobly be living a life nothing like the life Im living now. I keep getting this feeling that I'll be living in a big city, so if I blog one day about to a big city, dont be surprised!