Monday, January 21, 2008

Late night blog

I just got home from working in the church nursery. It's currently snowing out and causing some slippery roads. When I got home one of my brothers friends cars was in the driveway. I wasn't surprised since they have a program due tomarow (I think, if not on Wensday). Of course my dad is a little grumpy because he has too much work to do and he's helping them with their program. When I was walking through to grab some of my stuff, I got snaped at because I was lingering in the room too long. What am I supposed to do if my stuff is in an adjacent room that I can only get to through the room they are in??? If I go to pick up my stuff you snap at me, if I don't pick my stuff up you snap at me. How do you expect me to get anything done when your constantly snaping at me for something?

Enough of that. On to other things.

I miss summer. I had so much more freedom over the summer, and my parents didn't get on my case so much about spending time with my friends. Last semester I would spend from four pm on until 10 with a few friends, and my parents would get mad because I wasn't home. Over the summer I would do the same thing, and my parents wouldn't get mad. Can anyone explain this too me? I'm a college student for Gods sake. All my friends had gone away to college. I was stuck at home. Of course I want to spend long periods of time with friends when their home.

I know this is a blog of me ranting, but I need to get it out now. I think that half the problem is more with my parents. My brother could care less about whats going on in my life. He probobly will go away to college next year while I'm still here in Midland. That doesn't bug me much. But, I really can't stand living with my parents for too much longer. So, one of my friends and I have decided that we are going to try too get an apartment together next fall. That could get on my parents nerves, but they HAVE TO LET GO OF ME at some point. At least I'd be rooming with a close friend that they know and trust. At least I'd get away from my parents. Hopefully my parents accept the fact that I need to get away from everybody (my parents and brother) and have the chance to live on my own for a while. What my parents don't seem to realize that because they don't let me learn things the hard way, I'm not really learning how to do some things that I would have otherwise learned.

My parents wounder why I am so quiet and dont talk to them. I just cant talk with them. They don't understand what it's like to grow up with ADD. How do you tell a kid with ADD how to live their life when you don't have ADD? It really bugs me that my parents try to tell me what to do or how to do it. I don't really like that.

I'm done for tonight. Sorry for my ranting in this blog. This needed to come out. If you read this all, then you probobly just wasted your time.

I still love you all!

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